01.14.08
Letter From A Girlfriend
This is a letter written to Linda from her girlfriend, Kendra. The story behind the letter is one that most of us would recognize. Many will be able to empathize with Linda or cheer for Kendra and hopefully all of us will enjoy a part of it. Beautifully written Kendra! You make me smile!
Sister, I am so sad that Michael is now having such a reversal in his surety. Seems like this is a trend since August with many couples going through separations. I empathize with your tender spirit and the aching of your heart resonates with my own pulse. I swear, when I finally get to meet whoever is writing this life script, I am going to have words with the Celestial Sadists. You sound so brave, it shames my own tendency toward tantrums, keening and wailing, gnashing teeth and renting my clothes. I do aspire to keep my vision, but I am weak and easily suffer the Aires-born childlike pangs from abandonment and fury from injustice. I mean, what, pray tell, is there NOT to love about us? We are extraordinary women, far evolved in all aspects, ready to recognize and treat our partners as divine beings. If I ever am accused again of being TOO KIND or TOO LOVING, I believe I shall instantly morph into the Tasmanian Devil and show my accusers ass what base instincts thrive in this redhead’s soul. Is it that we must truly be manic for them to want to stay? Sigh… I spent way too many years battling my darker side, and now I find it’s the attractive one. What’s a woman to do?
And so I breathe. And you breathe. And we dance and pray and light our candles to keep the darkness at bay. And find our shredded hearts mended by our womenfolk. Were I there I would rock you in my arms and stroke your hair until you had had enough.
I pray, FERVENTLY, that this year is a year of reaping our just rewards in love and in life. May Michael’s veil of doubt be burned away by his awareness of the bounty he has in your love. And soon. The waiting for what is to be is cruel.